Removed all my blogs except this one. Don't care. I hate blogs. I like websites. Back in the day I had a dozen Pokemon fansites that I made on Angelfire.com. Those were the good ole days. Wrote Pokemon fanfiction, read Pokemon fanfiction, found more Pokemon fanfiction, played Pokemon and wished it was like fanfiction, drew Pokemon, made up my own Pokemon, roleplayed on AOL and AIM with Pokemon AND Dragonball Z characters, never had any real friends offline, always excruciatingly lonely...
Okay, so it was NOT the good ole days. There were bad days--many, many bad days. Lots of crying due to loneliness, low self-esteem, poor self-image and body image, crippling worry over what others thought of me and my actions, nonexistent relational skills, impatience, arrogance, hormones all over the place, depression...
It sucked.
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